Another day in the pit

Get up.

Come on already.

You’ve been awake for 3 hours now. It’s enough.

Come on...

Get up!

I know it’s hard, but look at it as a challenge.

Also, you know it’s getting better as soon as you’re up. Than you can smoke. All day if you want.

Ok, I know I kinda lied...but it’s getting better as soon as you’re talking to someone. Not always, but most of the time. You don’t live alone, just leave your fucking room and go talk to somebody. Just a nice little morning chat. But it isn’t morning anymore is it...

...You need something to do again. Just to put some pressure on you. Something where you NEED to get up. That helped a lot in the past. I know that you didn’t always manage to do it anyway, but most of the time, it helped.

But that’s no excuse for you to keep lying there...I know it feels terrible. I know you’re afraid. But you absolutely must get up. For your own good. What you’re doing right now is the reason you’re in this pit in the first place.

Get up.

Come on. Get up.

Get up already!

For your own good...

...get up...

...please.